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| I wish I could say to you, "Don't go."
That's been stuck in my head all week.
This isn't a real post.
I'm lazy.
I suck at a lot of things.
I don't even know at this point?
I don't think I'm happy.
But that's really my own fault.
blah, blah, blah.
I forgot how much I liked the song "Special" and then there was a Saturday Night Live on the other night from like..... 1998 or 1999 or something like that and the musical guest was Garbage.
My stepbrother met them.
Not that long ago.
Lucky bastard. Why does he get to meet everyone?
I wish I could hang out with AFI. I think I would enjoy that.
Audioslave is good?
Yes, I think so.
This post suckssssss.
I really like Andrea Bocelli.
I honestly think my grandmother would marry him.
She likes him even more than she likes Ricky Martin and Michael Bolton COMBINED.
Crazy.
You know what, now I have that Britney Spears song stuck in my head.
That slut.
I was listening to a song by Michael Bolton the other day.
It made me laugh.
Usually when I make a post I read it over like 84387554 times to see if it sounds too retarded or has typos or whatever but I'm not even gonna do that this time.
It's not worth it.
I don't care.
And I'm lazy.
Once again, no prom.
Oh well. School dances completely suck anyway.
Once I can upload pictures again I'll possibly make a post with pictures and all that crap.
Because I know you love it.
I really like Tragic Kingdom.
Stevie Wonder could kick anybody's ass. He's so sweet.
So, I definitely watched Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure 3 times this week.
Shut up, I know I'm lame.
I really love it, though.
The movie, not my lameness.
I think I could seriously ramble for like 4 hours probably.
I wonder what that would look like.
I don't think I wanna find out.
I'll shut up eventually, I promise.
It's not like I'm forcing you to read this.
I think it's sad that no one actually knows me.
Well, God.
But people who aren't God?
Nope.
Not one of them.
"Bono hits us.... sometimes really hard."
haha.... oh man.
Conan O'Brien is a GENIUS. I would marry him in 2 seconds. No joke.
I find Seth Green incredibly attractive. Even though he's soooo short.
Dave Grohl is also a nice looking man.
I don't like Colin Farrell.
Not at all.
I love David Boreanaz.
I miss the show Angel.
Have I mentioned I'm also attracted to Jason Lee?
Well, I am.
Ok, I'm done with that now.
I wonder if I'll ever regret not going to prom.
Probably not.
But still.
Who knows.
I wish I lived in a house.
Speaking of House.
Hugh Laurie is my idol.
He has nice eyes.
He's pretty dreamy for an older gentleman.
I really think there's something wrong with me.
I just sit and wonder sometimes, "why the hell am I so weird?" I don't even know.
I don't think anyone ever will.
I don't like country music.
Not one bit.
"I'm very happy we're gonna have all the sex."
Thriller.
Makes me happy.
Flying would be pretty sweet.
I really like Friends.
This is getting ridiculous.
I'm gonna go now.
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| just leave him alone 'cause the boy's bad news."
Wow..... so. I was definitely gonna post so many times, but then I didn't feel like it.
I'm so lazy.
I'm talking to my best friend on myspace. We're so cool.
He's not really my best friend, but he likes The Clash, so he might as well be.
Why am I so lame?
I love The Cure.
So, I guess.... I'll tell you what I've been up to.
If you don't care, then don't read the rest of this, I guess.
So..... a couple weekends ago.... um.... I went to a show with Kristen and Kayla!
Jon was there.
That kid is freaking cool.
Seriously. He really is.
So, it was pretty awesome. I liked it.
Then, we went to McDonald's.... oh man.... wow.
"Late Night Menu"? wtf?
They suck at life. No kidding.
So, then we went back to Kayla's and took some sweet pictures.
That's right, we're hot.
She had to pee.
Seriously.
We watched Waiting... that's what's on the TV in the background.
It was pretty funny.... seriously wrong, but funny.
Ryan Reynolds..... freaking coolest guy ever.
Yeah.... so I think I got like 7 hours of sleep that entire weekend.... I was pretty messed up Sunday.... haha, I didn't even know what I was doing or saying half the time.
Wow.
I talked to Sara and Stephanie that day. I like them.
Then.... this past weekend.... Friday, I went to the Underground for like an hour.... serious waste of $7. But I got to see a few pretty awesome people. No joke, I seriously saw some guy that I'd never met before who I'm friends with on myspace. HOLY CRAP, I'M LAME.
Then I went to Lock-Down with Kayla.
I hate Human Foosball. Worst game ever.
Other than that, it was pretty cool.
I got to hang out with Kayla, Morgan, and Allie Peyton.
We're so cool, it's not even funny.
You should definitely be jealous.
Saturday, I hung out at church with Rocky for a little while. We got Steak 'N Shake.
Thennnn on Sunday.... I went to church and saw Malcolm.
He's my hero. No joke.
And I saw Jeff for the first time in like a year. I missed that kid.
Kristen got baptized!
That was exciting.
After church, Rocky and I hung out again because everybody decided to be cool and not stay at church.
We got Steak 'N Shake again.
My stepbrother and stepsister were over watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.
Worst movie in the world.
I honestly can't handle it. It freaks me out how different it is from the book. And I've read the book like 89034 times so I pretty much have it memorized by now.
It actually makes me angry. You probably think it's a stupid thing to freak out over but I don't care. stfu.
That's right, I said it.
Yeah, so then church..... it was sad. But not. Because God is pretty awesome.
But still sad.
I don't even know.
Chris is one of my favorite people ever. Haha, he f'real cracks me up.... and Sara Green. and Jill, too. and Allie Toms.
People really confuse me. I don't understand.
I hate drama. It's the worst.
Dating=stupid.
I quit.
Oh my gosh.... I'm done.
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I have a lamp in my hotel room and it has a three-way light
bulb in it. If you don't know a light bulb is a three-way light bulb it messes
with your head 'cause you go to turn it off and it just gets brighter! Like, "damn it, light bulb, that is the exact opposite of what I wanted you to do."
Then you turn it again and it gets brighter once more! "I will break you."
I thought maybe it was time for a new post.
So.... here it is.
Uh. Not a lot going on right now. I've been sleeping a lot this week. I was
sort of sick.
It kinda sucked.
I like Nural.
So.... last weekend was pretty ok. I did nothing at all Friday.... show
Saturday.... I hung out with Malcolm and Kayla.
They basically kick ass. And I saw my BEST FRIEND James! For the
first time in like over a year. I missed that kid.
He's probably cooler than you.
Yeah. So that was pretty awesome.
Except Allie wasn't there. That was sad. And Chris and Rocky
weren't there.
Jen was there, of course. She's really neat. I like her.
Oh, and I saw Johannah! I like her, too.
Boys are retarded.
That's right, I said it.
RETARDED.
Basically, I'm pretty sick of them.
I'm done. Done.
Seriously. Like, I mean it this time.
I love music. It makes everything better.
Well, sort of.
Sunday. Church. Was pretty good. I enjoyed it. I went to KFC after
church with.... um.... Allie.... Jack, Dezi, Nigel, Jill.... this
other kid. I kind of forgot his name.
Woops. My bad.
Anyway, I think it's safe to say that it was pretty fun.
Yeah. So I have to work later on. I don't really want to. Oh well, it's
money.
I'm probably gonna sit at home again tonight.... Conviction is
on.
I like it.
I'm singing this weekend.... that should be.... awesome.....
My nephew's birthday party is tomorrow! He's 4 now.
Then I guess I'm going to the show... then probably to Kayla's?
That should be pretty sweet. Especially if Kristen goes....
Oh yeah. Be jealous of how awesome we are.
I don't feel like doing homework. But I really need to. I'm
so behind it's not even funny.
I'm really tired.
I think I'm gonna go now.
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| So, on Ryan Reynold's myspace, which, according to Alanis Morissette's official myspace is actually Ryan, under his About Me thing it says....
"Well, I was born without a torso and clearly, life has been difficult. Just behind me is a 28 year wake of apathy and government sponsored murder - and although not terribly fashionable, I wear a cape like, ALL. THE. TIME. I'm a former stunt-double for Dakota Fanning but have been spending my time of late working on a new memoire about my time as a Vietnamese land mine juggler with tourettes. I also LOVE cereal and lying to people."
I seriously just about died.
Anyway....
I did absolutely nothing Friday night. Why? Probably because I'm lame.
Last night, Rocky and I watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. I missed most of it because my nephew was running around.
I had a dream. I didn't like it. I'm still pretty upset.... even though it was only a dream.
My stepdad is such an idiot.... I swear, he doesn't use his brain EVER. Not to mention he's a selfish bastard who doesn't really give a damn about anybody but himself. And he doesn't listen. I'm seriously getting really sick of him. I can't wait until I can leave for church. I really don't want to live here anymore. Seriously, if anybody wants to help me out with that when I graduate let me know. I would really appreciate it. I need to GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. Ugh. This apartment makes me sick. I hate it. I don't want to be here at all.
Ok, I'm done with that.
Actually, it's not terrible when I'm alone.....
So, Too Legit: The MC Hammer Story was on the other day. I don't think you know how happy that made me.
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh.
Here comes the Hammer.
I really wish I could be as cool as MC Hammer. No joke.
I like the song Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'. It makes me wanna dance.
Too bad I can't dance.
Please please please
No more melodies
They lack impact, they're petty
They've been made up already
Please please please
No more maladies
I'm so tired of crying
You'd think I was a siren
But me and everybody's on the sad same team
And you can hear our sad brain screaming
Give us something familiar
Something similar
To what we know already
That will keep us steady
Steady
Steady going nowhere
Please please please
No apologies
At best they buy you time
'Til you next step out of line
Please please please
No more remedies
My method is uncertain
It's a mess but it's working
And maybe if you wanna try it out
You won't like it, so when you're crying out
Give us something familiar
Something similar
To what we know already
That will keep us steady
Steady, steady
Steady going nowhere
I really have nothing to say.
I guess I'm gonna go watch Finding Nemo with my nephew now. It's pretty funny, he has it almost memorized now and he keeps quoting it.
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| "You are beautiful..... ish."
Isn't it awesome when people just decide to stop talking to you for no apparent reason, like, yeah, I think I hate you now. I love it.
I bet you anything no one is going to read all of this. I probably wouldn't.
"I know you didn't just throw that ham at me."
Uhh, what?
Are you happy now?
How is it now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy?
I love Grey's Anatomy. I think more guys should be like George. I love him.
Dave Grohl and Fiona Apple are my heroes.....
 
I wanna go skydiving. But I would probably freak out and pee on myself.
No joke.
So.... life has been.... interesting.
The last two weekends have been nice. I was only home for like.... 2 hours one weekend and the other I wasn't home at all. I loved it.
2 Fridays ago I spent the night at Allie's! She dyed my hair and we watched Lords of Dogtown. I almost stained their new tub blue.... ha. Her dad came in and was like half asleep and he's like, "Allie, do you know what you're doing?" and she's like, "Uh, I've cleaned a bathtub before...."
Liberty looks a little creepy there.....
Then Saturday, I went to church with my nephew and we were eating and he decided he wanted to pray..... so he bowed his head and started mumbling something really quietly and none of us could hear what he was saying. And then all of a sudden he looks up and like throws his hand in the air and yells, "Spiderman!" and we're just all like, "....what?!" It was probably one of the funniest things ever.
Yeah.... so then after church I went to the Underground.... good times. Isaac, Jon, and David are probably the greatest people ever. I got to hang out with a lot of cool people.
Then..... we left.... ha. I still can't believe that Kristen said "crackwhore."
I guess I'm a bad influence.
So we went to Steak n Shake.... and we were there for like 8 hours. Oh my gosh. And Chris and I never even got our shakes. But I got to talk to Jon, Chris, and Sim, so.... it's all good. Chris sang a really incredible song. I don't think I'll ever forget it. I laughed so hard I cried. I don't know. Everything is like 48756985 times funnier when you're sleep deprived.
Ok, so, after that, we went back to Anna and Simeon's house. I stayed up 'til like.... 6:30.... oh my gosh. Then I spent all day at church.... I saw Robert for a little bit. He's a cool kid. Jim bought us pizza. I was seriously about to pass out by the time Fusion started. I could barely even stand up during worship.
I went home and slept for like 3 hours... then I woke up. And started thinking about a certain person. And I couldn't fall asleep.... so I prayed.... I eventually fell asleep and then slept like allllll day.
I went to Panera with Allie and Sara on Monday. Then we went to Target.
Wow.... we sure are hot.
And I definitely waited until like 9 Thursday night to start doing laundry and packing and everything. So I got like... 3 and a half hours of sleep. Maybe.
The bus ride was ok at first. I sat with Sara. We talked. It was enjoyable.
Then I ate lunch with Sim, Mike, Chris, and this kid named like Ryan or something. Then we went to Kmart, which was awesome, and we saw Morgan there. And some other people.
Lindsay Lail is so awesome. She talked to me on the bus and it was good. I'm glad we talked. I love her.
We both felt like we were gonna throw up for like 4 hours, and that wasn't so good. And I had to pee. I really thought my bladder might explode. No, not really. It was pretty bad, though.
Andrew is a pretty cool kid.
So.... yeah. I didn't ski. But it was still fun. Saturday night I went to the dance or whatever. I don't even know what to say about that.
Missy is absolutely one of the funniest people ever.
Aww.... isn't that cute. But seriously, he's pretty cool.
Nick and Heather! Ha, I look like a loser.
Jim wearing lip gloss?
Mike....
Christopher....
Chris and Sim....
Allie and Sara.... <3
Uhh.... Sean?
He looks a little bit like a turtle in this one.
Me and Simeon....
Simeon looks slightly Asian.....
Glad that wasn't my bunk.....
Yeah. That's pretty much all there is to say.
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